yeaaaaaahhh. i dunno why i suddenly felt like this. must be the past events huh? started when i (along with 2 other people *haha!*) stupidly got drunk. sheesh! aside from the hangover the next day, okay lang sa akin na i drank too much booze (hindi bawal sa akin). but later on, i realized how utterly foolish and impulsive it was of me to do that. reeeaaallllyyy, i feel guilty! sobra. parang i did something wrong and my parents would find out, that sort of stuff. i'm not a rowdy dowdy girl naman kasi eh. i maybe noisy and all but usually i don't do those sort of things. i mean anything could have happened. thank god my mind was clear though i'm so woozy na. hilong hilo na ko but i still have my functioning brain. ah basta, ewan, i dunno how else i'm going to explain it (and i don't think i'd like everyone to know about it), but what happened on that night led me to scrutinize all the thing that have been going on in my life for sometime now. ewan ewan ewan. maybe some things are left unexplained? ewan. i'm not sad or anything, in fact i'm very happy! gaaaad, i hate being stuck in a rut. the only relief i've got is reading those two hilarious shopaholic novels!! haha!! but i'm soo damn emotional (eeeeyyucck!!) right now i almost cried when luke and becky got back together. ha!! nevertheless, it was such a feel good novel that you just can't help but smile and say haaaay after reading it! :)
on a lighter note, i went to my best friend's debut last night. it was soooo far away from our house, like maybe some 3 hours of travel. everybody just adored my strappy heeled sandals!! hahaha!! i absolutely love that pair, but i couldn't possibly wear that to school no. i'm not used to wearing heels. anyway, my HS friends and i had so much fun! si deo, my jolly jolly big happy friend was sooo funny, he can imitate eddie gil! hahaha!! ang funny talaga!! and we talked about lots of stuff, chismis and all. btw, my ex was also there minus the new girlfriend. haha, natakot yata sa akin eh. jowk lang. :) wala lang, nagkwentuhan lang kami, naglokohan and sometimes we even joke about being not together anymore. hahaha! it was owkay you know, because i was able to tell him things that i wasn't able to tell him before. like how could i possibly forget to greet him on his birthday! hahaha. i guess it's very much owkay between us right now. he has his own happy life, and i have my own happy life. and no matter how much i try to ignore it, he'll forever be special and i'll forever care about him. hehe. katulad kagabi, he was asking me kung may susundo sa kin that sort of stuff. and i warned him na don't drink and drive blah blah. don't get me wrong here, i'm not implying na may something na naman. wala lang, i guess i was just sort of relieved and happy that our almost 2 year relationship didn't just go down in the dumps. in fact, we're still friends and i know na maski di na kami masyadong nag-uusap, pag kinailangan ko sya or him me, we can still count on each other. grabe, life is really so complicated ano? before, my world revolves around him, but now, he's just like a shadow, nasa likod lang, or sa tabi, but he's always there. :)
elections na tomorrow. last night, i changed my mind and decided to vote for bro. eddie instead of GMA. actually, kaya i didn't go for him before is because i didn't know anything about him. but i spoke to my former lit teacher who is an avid supporter of bro eddie and she sort of introduced me to him. he seems to be such a good man, with no political color whatsoever. he established JIL from scratch, from just about 15 people and it grew to be the 4th largest org in the world. so there's no doubt about his leadership capabilities. but according to the surveys, the battle is between the admin and the opposition. whoever wins, we suffer. yung 2 warring groups kasi na yan is so deeply entrenched in politics na it would se
Sunday, May 09, 2004
Friday, May 07, 2004
Thursday, May 06, 2004
i loveee math
we have this new teacher in stat lec. prof sumalapao. and he's sooooooo gay as in! my gaad, the polos he wear, ang snug sa kanya, ang his trousers, gaaad, they fit perfectly over his butt. shucks. i mean don't get me wrong, i have nothing against gays ha but hey, if he/she is your teacher and he/she just managed to ruin an otherwise perfect day with a surprise long test, what the hell, i''ll hate him to the depths of my soul. and as bridget jones says, fuckitty fuck fuck. hahaha. what is he a subhuman?! cmon.. naging student din naman sya once in his gay life, i mean doesn't he know that the students would just want to kill him?! golly. enough of that.
bought a pink shirt kanina. pink. it's always pink! but a different shade of pink. almost a hot pink but there are other colors as well. hehehe. kamiseta. golly, 4500 more to go and i'll be able to get that discount card!! weeee!!
i might go to ateneo tomorrow. to borrow some stuff (vcd about rizal) for our PI class. hehe, and i'm gonna go boywatching as welll..... yum yum. :)
oh well. tomorrow is another day. another jiggly sumalapao butt day. i don't even know if i got the spelling of his name right.
i'm just gonna read a book tonight. to hell with all that variance and probability.
ciao.
bought a pink shirt kanina. pink. it's always pink! but a different shade of pink. almost a hot pink but there are other colors as well. hehehe. kamiseta. golly, 4500 more to go and i'll be able to get that discount card!! weeee!!
i might go to ateneo tomorrow. to borrow some stuff (vcd about rizal) for our PI class. hehe, and i'm gonna go boywatching as welll..... yum yum. :)
oh well. tomorrow is another day. another jiggly sumalapao butt day. i don't even know if i got the spelling of his name right.
i'm just gonna read a book tonight. to hell with all that variance and probability.
ciao.
Tuesday, May 04, 2004
Monday, May 03, 2004
i missed this.
exoj!! anlaki ng boobs ni ella v! those are what my brother would describe as mukhang pwet ng bata. ahahahaha!! i'm reading fhm right now. i'll study later, i'm not yet in the mood. i might sleep first or whatever.
anywaaaay.. what have i been up to the past few days? parang sobrang busy ko no and i haven't blogged for a while. weeelll, yep, i was busy, reading books. yeah, i'm a dork! hahaha!! actually, most of my blockmates have been bitten by the book bug! everytime we meet at school, we talk about the books we've read, are reading and are planning to read. haha. talk about living up to the imed name ano? i have sooo much fun reading! as innn, especially if the plot is fast paced and the book is totally unputdownable. i'm not going to stop reading it because if i haven't finished it i would be tempted to read it even if i have tests or assignments the following day. right now, i'm reading the templar revelation, a non-fiction one, the basis for the ever-controversial the da vinci code. book number two would be confessions of a shopaholic by sophie kinsella. heehee. if i read only the templar book i might go crraazzyy!! i'm not used to heavy, serious stuff ya know.
last saturday was our batch swimming party. there were lotsa booze (red horse) but i only drank 1 bottle. mostly everyone got drunk, but the guys, they were pissed drunk! gaaad, they were so noisy and rowdy and all. kept shouting and singing all through the night till around 5 am. When I went to the toilet to weewee, there was actually splashes of BARF all over the toilet seat. Ewwwwwyuuuccck. Ugh. i only got 1 hr of sleep. then after our party which ended at around 630 am, i commuted to sta rosa, then slept for an hour, then commuted back to manila. gaaad, what a tiring day!
I’m so totally gaga over a guy right now. Brent javier’s the name!! Hmmmm mmmm mmmm!!! Yummy yum yum! Supra sexy man!! Woohooo!! Better ask dane Javier (his cousin and my batchmate) tobring him to the next party. I would absolutely drooooooool. *licks her lips* hahaha!
Better get back to reading fhm… gotta learn those sex maneuvers ya know. Hahaha! As iiif.
Oh and before I forget, I find this word amusing: GOBBLEDYGOOK. Hehehe! i like the way the word rolls over my tongue. gobbledygook? It means jargon or babble of an arrogant person showing off his knowledge in certain fields.. hahaha. nice. some pompous ass he is.
Owwwkaaay. This is long. I missed blogging after all. gotta go buy coffee pala. Babayoo! Mwah! Luv ya, world!
anywaaaay.. what have i been up to the past few days? parang sobrang busy ko no and i haven't blogged for a while. weeelll, yep, i was busy, reading books. yeah, i'm a dork! hahaha!! actually, most of my blockmates have been bitten by the book bug! everytime we meet at school, we talk about the books we've read, are reading and are planning to read. haha. talk about living up to the imed name ano? i have sooo much fun reading! as innn, especially if the plot is fast paced and the book is totally unputdownable. i'm not going to stop reading it because if i haven't finished it i would be tempted to read it even if i have tests or assignments the following day. right now, i'm reading the templar revelation, a non-fiction one, the basis for the ever-controversial the da vinci code. book number two would be confessions of a shopaholic by sophie kinsella. heehee. if i read only the templar book i might go crraazzyy!! i'm not used to heavy, serious stuff ya know.
last saturday was our batch swimming party. there were lotsa booze (red horse) but i only drank 1 bottle. mostly everyone got drunk, but the guys, they were pissed drunk! gaaad, they were so noisy and rowdy and all. kept shouting and singing all through the night till around 5 am. When I went to the toilet to weewee, there was actually splashes of BARF all over the toilet seat. Ewwwwwyuuuccck. Ugh. i only got 1 hr of sleep. then after our party which ended at around 630 am, i commuted to sta rosa, then slept for an hour, then commuted back to manila. gaaad, what a tiring day!
I’m so totally gaga over a guy right now. Brent javier’s the name!! Hmmmm mmmm mmmm!!! Yummy yum yum! Supra sexy man!! Woohooo!! Better ask dane Javier (his cousin and my batchmate) tobring him to the next party. I would absolutely drooooooool. *licks her lips* hahaha!
Better get back to reading fhm… gotta learn those sex maneuvers ya know. Hahaha! As iiif.
Oh and before I forget, I find this word amusing: GOBBLEDYGOOK. Hehehe! i like the way the word rolls over my tongue. gobbledygook? It means jargon or babble of an arrogant person showing off his knowledge in certain fields.. hahaha. nice. some pompous ass he is.
Owwwkaaay. This is long. I missed blogging after all. gotta go buy coffee pala. Babayoo! Mwah! Luv ya, world!
Sunday, May 02, 2004
helloooow world
fuck fuck fuck. i was blogging na kanina and all that i've been typing just disappeared!!! shiiiiiaaaaat. something's really wrong with my internet explorer. crap.
i'm too pissed to type again the looooooooooonggg blog that i just did. oh well.
haaay, later na lang. nakaka discourage naman to!!
i'm too pissed to type again the looooooooooonggg blog that i just did. oh well.
haaay, later na lang. nakaka discourage naman to!!
Saturday, May 01, 2004
Monday, April 26, 2004
ouch
my back hurts. huhuhu. i can't do anything other than lie down. or sit against something na may sandalan. shit, i really hate that test, my back suddenly remembered i have scolio. bleaaarghhh. it's okay lang sana if the exam was easy eh.. but noo! i needed more time. oh well, que sera sera. :) as if it's something new if i get low grades in math.
have i mentioned before that i absolutely love maroon 5?!!! dati, my cd player just kept on playing and playing she will be loved and this love. but now, voila!! i have an entire cd of maroon 5! weee!! i could die happily just by listening to their songs *knocks on wood!* THANKS GE. :) you made my day.
i don't have anything to do tonight... no can't-put-me-down book to read, no vcd to watch, no one to talk to, nothing! i'm not in the mood to watch any smallville either! i complain too much. stop na.
i'll try to sleep muna and if i can't can't can't manage to get myself to lala-land, i might just watch smallville afterall. sabi ni abe, and i quote, "mae-L na naman yan si maan kay clark". haha. so much for subtlety,abe. as if he can read this. haha. as if he surfs the net AT ALL. :)
have i mentioned before that i absolutely love maroon 5?!!! dati, my cd player just kept on playing and playing she will be loved and this love. but now, voila!! i have an entire cd of maroon 5! weee!! i could die happily just by listening to their songs *knocks on wood!* THANKS GE. :) you made my day.
i don't have anything to do tonight... no can't-put-me-down book to read, no vcd to watch, no one to talk to, nothing! i'm not in the mood to watch any smallville either! i complain too much. stop na.
i'll try to sleep muna and if i can't can't can't manage to get myself to lala-land, i might just watch smallville afterall. sabi ni abe, and i quote, "mae-L na naman yan si maan kay clark". haha. so much for subtlety,abe. as if he can read this. haha. as if he surfs the net AT ALL. :)
what have i done??????????
i totally wasted my yesterday. didn't study for the midterms!! not until 3 am this morning. talk about cramming! what i did from 5-7pm yesterday was a pointless attempt at studying. makakapag-aral ka naman with the TV on and then while chatting? hehe. see how delinquent i am. i'm here blogging and i'm not yet finished studying. i'll study later nalang, at school, while our PI prof keeps on yakkity yak yak-ing about whatevah.
gerald, on his blog being monotonous: nakakainis ka!! you just made me realize how utterly monotonous my blog is! waaaaaahhh!!
oh well. kathy and i were texting last night. i told her i was sooo baboy na and all, from too much eating then sleeping. haha. same for kathy. guess what? she exercised this morning just to get out all that fat and the guilt from her system! hahaha. luuuuuv ya.
have to take a bath now. ciao!
gerald, on his blog being monotonous: nakakainis ka!! you just made me realize how utterly monotonous my blog is! waaaaaahhh!!
oh well. kathy and i were texting last night. i told her i was sooo baboy na and all, from too much eating then sleeping. haha. same for kathy. guess what? she exercised this morning just to get out all that fat and the guilt from her system! hahaha. luuuuuv ya.
have to take a bath now. ciao!
Sunday, April 25, 2004
the indolence of maan
i just woke up. i overslept, again, and i haven't touched even a page of my stat module. but hey, guess what, i'm not planning on touching it until maybe after lunch. hehehe.
i haven't had anything decent to eat the past few days. puro junk and msg-laden food. i want lutong bahay! nge, san naman ako kukuha non... :( gaad, i miss my family. yeah, really. one more month before i see them.
i haven't been too church also. i think 1 month na. so i'm going to mass at PGH today.
byebye! because i have to get going.
i haven't had anything decent to eat the past few days. puro junk and msg-laden food. i want lutong bahay! nge, san naman ako kukuha non... :( gaad, i miss my family. yeah, really. one more month before i see them.
i haven't been too church also. i think 1 month na. so i'm going to mass at PGH today.
byebye! because i have to get going.
Saturday, April 24, 2004
medically pink
that's maan de castro's version of elle woods' legally blond! hahaha! we went to sm manila earlier this day and i bought a pink summer skirt. pink shirt, pink wedgies (astig!!!!). and a blue knitted top. hehe. mura lang, in fairness. kaya medically pink eh kasi i'm soooo pink according to sheng, and instead of legally, medically kasi i'm a doctor! i mean i'm gonna be a doctor! hehe. i'm too pinky pink na. that's it. i already did shopping for summer so i'm not gonna shop ever!... this summer. :) but for the regular classes, well, that's another story.
i had a first time experience today!! first time kong dumaan sa underpass sa pilipinas! hehe! i mean, nakadaan na ko sa overpass, but underpass... ngayon lang! weeeeee!!
there's this shop in sm manila, called EGG (meaning: exciting gifts and goodies) na i wish meron din sa rob. they have the cutest bags and cutest abubots! cute stuff toys, earrings... oh well, mabuti na rin sigurong wala non sa rob, at least, no temptation.
haven't eaten dinner yet... i'll eat bread na lang with nutella. yummy yum yum! my favorite spread.
tralala!
i had a first time experience today!! first time kong dumaan sa underpass sa pilipinas! hehe! i mean, nakadaan na ko sa overpass, but underpass... ngayon lang! weeeeee!!
there's this shop in sm manila, called EGG (meaning: exciting gifts and goodies) na i wish meron din sa rob. they have the cutest bags and cutest abubots! cute stuff toys, earrings... oh well, mabuti na rin sigurong wala non sa rob, at least, no temptation.
haven't eaten dinner yet... i'll eat bread na lang with nutella. yummy yum yum! my favorite spread.
tralala!
ka-blog
my parents are going nuts over the terrorist threats in manila. they don't allow me to go to malls, or even watch a movie! but being here in manila... that's impossible! if you're absolutely bored in your dorm and you're rotting away, where'd you go? MALL. if you have nothing to do what will you do? WATCH A MOVIE. dati naman di ganon ah.. they allow me to go anywhere i want. but i guess, them being far and all... contributed to their abnormal strictness -- as if there's such a disease like that! hehe. anyway, my mom already texted me this morning, saying she was sorry for being so KJ and all last night. and i texted back that i understand. ain't i a good daughter or what? anyway, sheng and i would just go to sm manila to buy a few stuff. sana maraming skirt don na mura. as in like 150 a skirt. that would do.
i'm soo hungry i'm thinking about lunch right now.. i want to have pasta pasta pasta!! you know what type of pasta i like? those that taste like genuine italian! maasim and all tomatoey and herby. hehe.
that's it for now!
i'm soo hungry i'm thinking about lunch right now.. i want to have pasta pasta pasta!! you know what type of pasta i like? those that taste like genuine italian! maasim and all tomatoey and herby. hehe.
that's it for now!
Friday, April 23, 2004
i'm not going home
so there. i'm not going home anymore. buti na lang kasi i'm not in the mood to figure out how to get home by bus because my brain is occupied by other stuff. think: stat. thank goodness my mom said it was okay that i don't go home! at least i can take it easy when i study on sunday. yeah you heard me right. i'm gonna study on sunday. because on saturday, sheng and i would go somewhere. we dunno yet if it's gonna be greenhills or makati, basta we want to go SOMEWHERE, out of the dorm, out of manila. hehehe. it all depends on abe. :)
we had no stat lec today. so we just went to rob, bought some food: the rainbow thingie from ice monster, top your chips, mini donuts and some other junk food as well then we just sat around the foodcourt, absolutely bored and nothing to do! played a few rounds of pusoy dos, read a few pages of whatevah book and just made kwento. buti na lang i got good company. yeehee! :)
nothing much to share here... maybe later if i remember something else!!
mwah. :)
we had no stat lec today. so we just went to rob, bought some food: the rainbow thingie from ice monster, top your chips, mini donuts and some other junk food as well then we just sat around the foodcourt, absolutely bored and nothing to do! played a few rounds of pusoy dos, read a few pages of whatevah book and just made kwento. buti na lang i got good company. yeehee! :)
nothing much to share here... maybe later if i remember something else!!
mwah. :)
it's friday today! yippi yay yey!
friday, the last day of the week. just the word friday can get me smiling all day long because i know weekend's coming! unless we have tests on saturday which is what we actually got last sem. can you believe how crappy last sem was? gaad.
anyway, i just finished doing my PI paper on the indolence of the filipinos. isn't it ironic that we were asked to analyze an essay on indolence when in fact in the first place you'll feel all so indolent in doing it because the essay is soooooo loooong and soooooo utterly b-o-r-i-ng! but a requirement is a requirement and if papers are the only requirement then i have to rrrrrealy do my papers rrrrayt? yeah. i just hope rizal would possess our prof or something so as to spicen up an otherwise boring to death class.
i don't know if i should go home to laguna this week. actually, i just want to stay here at the dorm because 1. i have to study for stat, i cannot do this at home because i'm just going to yakkity yak yak with my cousins, 2. i don't know how to go home! i mean i have no idea how to ride the bus and all going home. i only know how to go to manila kasi isang sakay lang. 3. nakakatamad 4. i have lots of intindihin sa bahay... mommy, can't i just intindi them after my stat test? :) anyway, i'll ask my parents later if it's owkay with them that i don't go home this weekend. sheng said we'll go to SM manila if i'm not going to laguna... weehee! hahaha! then i guess that's reason number 5!
hey, i have to take a bath na so my fabulous new short hair would dry up nice and beeyootifooly. later!
anyway, i just finished doing my PI paper on the indolence of the filipinos. isn't it ironic that we were asked to analyze an essay on indolence when in fact in the first place you'll feel all so indolent in doing it because the essay is soooooo loooong and soooooo utterly b-o-r-i-ng! but a requirement is a requirement and if papers are the only requirement then i have to rrrrrealy do my papers rrrrayt? yeah. i just hope rizal would possess our prof or something so as to spicen up an otherwise boring to death class.
i don't know if i should go home to laguna this week. actually, i just want to stay here at the dorm because 1. i have to study for stat, i cannot do this at home because i'm just going to yakkity yak yak with my cousins, 2. i don't know how to go home! i mean i have no idea how to ride the bus and all going home. i only know how to go to manila kasi isang sakay lang. 3. nakakatamad 4. i have lots of intindihin sa bahay... mommy, can't i just intindi them after my stat test? :) anyway, i'll ask my parents later if it's owkay with them that i don't go home this weekend. sheng said we'll go to SM manila if i'm not going to laguna... weehee! hahaha! then i guess that's reason number 5!
hey, i have to take a bath na so my fabulous new short hair would dry up nice and beeyootifooly. later!
Thursday, April 22, 2004
of course i'm gonna blog
such a happy day!! though PI was utterly booring (what's new?!). but we don't have stat lab! grad kasi so the teachers were there... i just hope we don't have stat lec too.
i had my hair cut!! i don't know if i like it, it's kinda short now and it's sooo bobby beacause the bading blowdried it. i hate it when they blow dry my hair! it gets so round and my face is round and my body is round so i get alllll round! but what the hell, go ahead, sayang naman 200. and besides, KYUT PA RIN AKO. haha! can you believe it? 200 for a haircut!! it's as if nag coopercuts na rin ako.. maybe if it grows a lil bit more then it would be okay. fine.
hmmm... lorena's debut will be moved on may 31! something unfortunate happened.. nevermind, i won't mention it here.
about sgt peppita's burrrrning question: how do you know if the person you like knows that you like him? hmmm. wait, let me think for a moment here. kathy ha, why all the lovey dovey questions? are you in luuuv? hehe, that would surely make my day! hahaha! owkay, going back, to the q. hmmm. in some way or another, may intindihan na kayo. i can't explain, it's just like that, for me, that is. i mean based from my experience dati! haha!! gaaad, i cannot explain it. let's just leave it at that. :)
since i have lots of time to study for stat kasi nga i won't be doing anything else on sunday, i plan to do my PI paper tonight pa. so for now i'm going to read a book. *yawns* i feel sleeepy.
byebye bloggie. haha. :)
i had my hair cut!! i don't know if i like it, it's kinda short now and it's sooo bobby beacause the bading blowdried it. i hate it when they blow dry my hair! it gets so round and my face is round and my body is round so i get alllll round! but what the hell, go ahead, sayang naman 200. and besides, KYUT PA RIN AKO. haha! can you believe it? 200 for a haircut!! it's as if nag coopercuts na rin ako.. maybe if it grows a lil bit more then it would be okay. fine.
hmmm... lorena's debut will be moved on may 31! something unfortunate happened.. nevermind, i won't mention it here.
about sgt peppita's burrrrning question: how do you know if the person you like knows that you like him? hmmm. wait, let me think for a moment here. kathy ha, why all the lovey dovey questions? are you in luuuv? hehe, that would surely make my day! hahaha! owkay, going back, to the q. hmmm. in some way or another, may intindihan na kayo. i can't explain, it's just like that, for me, that is. i mean based from my experience dati! haha!! gaaad, i cannot explain it. let's just leave it at that. :)
since i have lots of time to study for stat kasi nga i won't be doing anything else on sunday, i plan to do my PI paper tonight pa. so for now i'm going to read a book. *yawns* i feel sleeepy.
byebye bloggie. haha. :)
Wednesday, April 21, 2004
hellloooo world!! im baaack!
golly! yesternight (yes, there is such a word, according to our teacher), i didn't feel like blogging. so when i woke up at 1 am, i decided to make bawi and blog nicely. hehehe. but nooooooo!!!! my phone has no dialtone!! gaaad!! what the hell was the problem? i already paid my bills and all.. so there, such a sad day, no decent entry from me (as if my entries are decent!). i ended up finishing the indolence of the filipino people and studying fot stat. i have to study for stat and not cram because i don't have the time ti cram. i'm gonna attend lorena's debut, and i'm soooo excited! hehe. i got this fabulous pair of shoes, and it has heels!! its color really matches my skirt, pink with green and orange. hehe.
anyway, buti na lang ayos na phone ko. i checked it immediately when i got back from school. then my friends and i had a korean dinner, courtesy of ants. it was really yum yum but i didn't eat much because my stomach was queasy. that's how my tummy goes if i don't eat brekfast and lunch and then bigla akong kakain ng dinner.
i remember something!! kathy asked us kanina how would you know if somebody likes you? my first answer was that i can actually FEEL it, but someone countered what does he/she do to make you FEEL it? i just thought of this right now. if that particular someone does something for you that you least expect from him/her (something good ha, malamang) then it's a sure sign that that person likes you. and just like that, it would hit you na, uuuy, i think he likes me. and if all those unexpected things just seem to magically ALWAYS come from him/her, then it's a sure sign that he/she REALLY REALLY likes you. and when YOU feel all squishy and warm and giggly and giddy and high and all inside then YOU probably LIKE that other person too!!. that means the feeling's mutual! haha!! you like the person who you THINK likes you. now the problem is to blurt it all out or not. now that's hard. baka mag mukha kang assuming! weee! and who would go first? da ba. i know adaming may ganitong dilemma. dati it frustrated me that i can't tell someone that i really like him! i made sure first na i'm not assuming na he likes me also. so when i was so sure na he likes me, i blurted it all out: I LIKE YOU. but take note, hindi niya explicitly sinabi na he likes me. i was just 98% sure. hehe. so there, we had a relationship, a good one actually, until there came a time na kailangan talaga naming maghiwalay.. no more time to see each other, we have so different lives na, di ko na sya kilala, that sort of stuff. cliche as it may sound, we just fell out of love. blame it on distance. he went to japan for one year and we seldom communicated. when he came back, everything was different. after a few months, i couldn't take it anymore and called it quits. it hurt me a lot because i still loved him then, but i know he couldn't love me back just like before. so to stop hurting myself (i was very selfish yes, pero alam ko talagang wala ng patutunguhan) i broke up with him. if he really still has feelings for me then why didn't he stop me from breaking up with him, right? tapos na talaga kami. so there, my point is, hehe, after telling my lamentable love life, wala lang, i just felt like blogging it down. haha. walang point mga pinagsasabi ko. pano ba naman kasi, everytime i go, my love fever. pati PI prof namin ikinoconnect lahat ng lecture sa love. haaay. here we go again!! i'm getting in love with love na naman. makes me conscious tuloy na hey, you're single!! hahaha!!
pointless ramblings. my stomach hurts. still have to do PI paper. what am i doing here? byebye na nga. :)
anyway, buti na lang ayos na phone ko. i checked it immediately when i got back from school. then my friends and i had a korean dinner, courtesy of ants. it was really yum yum but i didn't eat much because my stomach was queasy. that's how my tummy goes if i don't eat brekfast and lunch and then bigla akong kakain ng dinner.
i remember something!! kathy asked us kanina how would you know if somebody likes you? my first answer was that i can actually FEEL it, but someone countered what does he/she do to make you FEEL it? i just thought of this right now. if that particular someone does something for you that you least expect from him/her (something good ha, malamang) then it's a sure sign that that person likes you. and just like that, it would hit you na, uuuy, i think he likes me. and if all those unexpected things just seem to magically ALWAYS come from him/her, then it's a sure sign that he/she REALLY REALLY likes you. and when YOU feel all squishy and warm and giggly and giddy and high and all inside then YOU probably LIKE that other person too!!. that means the feeling's mutual! haha!! you like the person who you THINK likes you. now the problem is to blurt it all out or not. now that's hard. baka mag mukha kang assuming! weee! and who would go first? da ba. i know adaming may ganitong dilemma. dati it frustrated me that i can't tell someone that i really like him! i made sure first na i'm not assuming na he likes me also. so when i was so sure na he likes me, i blurted it all out: I LIKE YOU. but take note, hindi niya explicitly sinabi na he likes me. i was just 98% sure. hehe. so there, we had a relationship, a good one actually, until there came a time na kailangan talaga naming maghiwalay.. no more time to see each other, we have so different lives na, di ko na sya kilala, that sort of stuff. cliche as it may sound, we just fell out of love. blame it on distance. he went to japan for one year and we seldom communicated. when he came back, everything was different. after a few months, i couldn't take it anymore and called it quits. it hurt me a lot because i still loved him then, but i know he couldn't love me back just like before. so to stop hurting myself (i was very selfish yes, pero alam ko talagang wala ng patutunguhan) i broke up with him. if he really still has feelings for me then why didn't he stop me from breaking up with him, right? tapos na talaga kami. so there, my point is, hehe, after telling my lamentable love life, wala lang, i just felt like blogging it down. haha. walang point mga pinagsasabi ko. pano ba naman kasi, everytime i go, my love fever. pati PI prof namin ikinoconnect lahat ng lecture sa love. haaay. here we go again!! i'm getting in love with love na naman. makes me conscious tuloy na hey, you're single!! hahaha!!
pointless ramblings. my stomach hurts. still have to do PI paper. what am i doing here? byebye na nga. :)
Tuesday, April 20, 2004
i can't think of a damn title... loser!! haha!
this day was plain BORING. from PI to stat lec. stat lab was actually a relief. i really like prof. palatino. as i said before, she is waaay kewl for a math prof. i hope all the stat tests would be kewl too. so far, it's not yet jargon for me. considering that the subject it is math. hehe.
nothing much... wala nga kong masabi eh. i'm tired. and sleepy. but i still have to read twentysome pages of the indolence of filipino people by rizal. golly.
i guess i should go now. before i fall asleep.
nothing much... wala nga kong masabi eh. i'm tired. and sleepy. but i still have to read twentysome pages of the indolence of filipino people by rizal. golly.
i guess i should go now. before i fall asleep.
gooooood moooooorning!
i just love elooooongaaaating my words don't i? hehe. sheng and i just finished doing our homework in stat. actually, she was the first one to finish because i was still sleeping, so i volunteered to write our final answers. hehe, my writing's not at all gooood. sometimes, i can't even read my own handwriting!hahaha!
i'm hungry and i don't know what to eat. also, it's still too early to eat. kasi if i eat now, magugutom ako mamaya, our class is until 7! math lec! talk about ennui. gaaaad. bread na lang siguro with nutella or cheez whiz na pimiento, mmmm saraaap! *salivates* :) hehehe. salad din. yuuum. lots of romaine lettuce. mmmm.
i'm convincing sheng to start her own blog. hehehe.
i still have to decide what i'm going to wear today... something loose because i'm going to be full tonight. thank god my stat module fits in my bag!! that's two shoulder bags na kasya module ko! hehehe.
thanks ge, for the comments. :)
bye for now because i still have to go down to ministop to buy mayo for the salad dressing. awww shucks, nakakatamad bumaba!!!
i'm hungry and i don't know what to eat. also, it's still too early to eat. kasi if i eat now, magugutom ako mamaya, our class is until 7! math lec! talk about ennui. gaaaad. bread na lang siguro with nutella or cheez whiz na pimiento, mmmm saraaap! *salivates* :) hehehe. salad din. yuuum. lots of romaine lettuce. mmmm.
i'm convincing sheng to start her own blog. hehehe.
i still have to decide what i'm going to wear today... something loose because i'm going to be full tonight. thank god my stat module fits in my bag!! that's two shoulder bags na kasya module ko! hehehe.
thanks ge, for the comments. :)
bye for now because i still have to go down to ministop to buy mayo for the salad dressing. awww shucks, nakakatamad bumaba!!!
Monday, April 19, 2004
it's official.
from now on, i'm gonna use blogspot instead of LJ. i'll transfer all my LJ entries here. enjoy, mwah! :)
my feet hurt so much i dunno if i'll ever walk again. give ma a wheelchair! haha!
just went shopping. after trying out i think 5-6 skirts, i finally settled for the cute cute pink skirt in Bayo. golly, we were all over rob! so sorry to my friends (kilala nyo na kung sino kayo) kasi naisama ko pa kayo sa shopping escapade ko which turned out to be tiring. my feet really huuurrt. ouchy. i cannot believe that i grew tired from shopping! my mom and i used to shop from 10 am to 8 pm and i didnt feel tired then. but now! must be because i didnt eat lunch, just the cake. after buying the skirt, we went to the supermarket. i spent 900+ on foodies. okay lang, di na talaga ako kakain ng lunch or dinner sa labas!! btw, syaza, our roommate, would be treating us to dinner tomorrow! nakakahiya actually, kasi aside from sheng, we also have some other companions, HS classmates of sheng and syaza, sa 4th floor ng pyf nakatira. but i should go kasi nakakahiya naman kay syaza and all. i need to brush up on my making-small-talk-i-am-so-interested skills. hehehe. hmmm... what blouse will go with my skirt? kelan kaya ako bibili... hehe, ge and sheng, get your feet uppity uppity!!! hahahahaha. :) oops, i still don't have footwear din pala... hehehe. i got lorena a red long wallet for her birthday. wala lang, just shaaaaaring! oops again. kelangan ko pa pala magpaprint ng pictures of my family and i in korea. maybe tomorrow, if i don't forget... money just goes down the drain real quick. shucks!
ang sarap talagang maligo. haaaay. i bought this bedtime lotion from johnson's and it smells real great!! lavender and chamomile. every time i use this, i feel like i'm floating and eventually i fall asleep. hmm mmm. i'm lathering it on right now. mmmm bango!! uy, it goes with my perfume! amoy baby! sabi nga ni dada. :)
after this, i'm gonna watch SATC. i'm so hooked to this series! i hope carrie ends up with mr. big. he's The Guy for her.
i'm taking lots of calcium right now. i have to find out about this scolio thing and if it could kill me. hehe, talk about being paranoid!
ciao.
ang sarap talagang maligo. haaaay. i bought this bedtime lotion from johnson's and it smells real great!! lavender and chamomile. every time i use this, i feel like i'm floating and eventually i fall asleep. hmm mmm. i'm lathering it on right now. mmmm bango!! uy, it goes with my perfume! amoy baby! sabi nga ni dada. :)
after this, i'm gonna watch SATC. i'm so hooked to this series! i hope carrie ends up with mr. big. he's The Guy for her.
i'm taking lots of calcium right now. i have to find out about this scolio thing and if it could kill me. hehe, talk about being paranoid!
ciao.
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